mrchamp (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} mrchamp) wrote,@ 2007-12-28 19:49:00 |
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Kirk's angry explosion crits you for...a large number
I almost hit the ceiling about 20 minutes ago. I had recently looked up my ex from high school, Whitney, on facebook to ask her how things were going and stuff. I thought that, given the right circumstances, we could hang out one day and talk. I swung by American Eagle a couple of weeks ago, where she works, and talked to her there for a good hour. She seemed to be really happy that I came by, so I messaged her on FB to see if she wanted to talk again, when she was off work. She said sure. I waited a good week and got nothing from her. So I sent another message and reminded her. She said that she would message me and let me know a time. To this day I still haven't got an answer. I know full well she hasn't forgotten. I'm pretty sure she hadn't forgotten the first time, but I sent a follow-up to be doubly sure. Today...my worst nightmare, realized.
Apparently she is a girl of pure spontaneity. As God as my witness, not a day more than two weeks ago, approximately the day that I went to the mall to talk to her, she was single on facebook. About a WEEK ago, she changed to in a relationship (no specification for the who, just in a relationship.) I was like, ok, that was pretty sudden, but whatever. Looks like this gets put on hold for a while, at best, I thought to myself. We he hellll, guess what? Now she's engaged...and she already changed her last name in advance. Pardon the expression, but who the hell changes her last name the day she becomes engaged? You could have knocked me over with a feather, as my mother would say.
I never thought I'd see the day when I would feel anywhere close to as betrayed as I did by Emily. What a miscalculation on my part. The good news? I'm taking this all as a wake-up call for myself. All of you WOWers will remember Elhaym from Dominion guild. We sent each other Christmas cards, and she texts/calls me every single day. So even though she lives on the eastern Kansas border, we may yet get serious one day.
A last bit of good news that I will leave you with. I am getting ready to quit Target so that I can have a last bit of fun and then return to my other home, UA!!! And finish school, yay! So, hopefully I can still stay with you guys until May, since my other friend fell through. Thank you guys for being there for me since I've known you. Girls sure as hell haven't been.
I almost hit the ceiling about 20 minutes ago. I had recently looked up my ex from high school, Whitney, on facebook to ask her how things were going and stuff. I thought that, given the right circumstances, we could hang out one day and talk. I swung by American Eagle a couple of weeks ago, where she works, and talked to her there for a good hour. She seemed to be really happy that I came by, so I messaged her on FB to see if she wanted to talk again, when she was off work. She said sure. I waited a good week and got nothing from her. So I sent another message and reminded her. She said that she would message me and let me know a time. To this day I still haven't got an answer. I know full well she hasn't forgotten. I'm pretty sure she hadn't forgotten the first time, but I sent a follow-up to be doubly sure. Today...my worst nightmare, realized.
Apparently she is a girl of pure spontaneity. As God as my witness, not a day more than two weeks ago, approximately the day that I went to the mall to talk to her, she was single on facebook. About a WEEK ago, she changed to in a relationship (no specification for the who, just in a relationship.) I was like, ok, that was pretty sudden, but whatever. Looks like this gets put on hold for a while, at best, I thought to myself. We he hellll, guess what? Now she's engaged...and she already changed her last name in advance. Pardon the expression, but who the hell changes her last name the day she becomes engaged? You could have knocked me over with a feather, as my mother would say.
I never thought I'd see the day when I would feel anywhere close to as betrayed as I did by Emily. What a miscalculation on my part. The good news? I'm taking this all as a wake-up call for myself. All of you WOWers will remember Elhaym from Dominion guild. We sent each other Christmas cards, and she texts/calls me every single day. So even though she lives on the eastern Kansas border, we may yet get serious one day.
A last bit of good news that I will leave you with. I am getting ready to quit Target so that I can have a last bit of fun and then return to my other home, UA!!! And finish school, yay! So, hopefully I can still stay with you guys until May, since my other friend fell through. Thank you guys for being there for me since I've known you. Girls sure as hell haven't been.
